Isolophobia

"Blame me not at all when I fight for you. When these hands curl into those fists and I throw punches at the sorrow around you. I will laugh at my blood stained shirt when the monsters have gone, and I will call your name wildly into the darkness they came from." -Tyler Knott Gregson

I watch you fight demons, and sometimes you let them win. If you'd let me I'd fight them for you or at least help. I've always struggled to open up to people, but now that I've witnessed being shut out first hand I've realized that I'm wrong. There are just some demons that you don't need to fight alone. On the other hand I guess I have my own demons that you don't know about and I fight them alone. My biggest fear is being alone, but based on my actions I'm the biggest hypocrite that has ever lived. Maybe I deserve to fight my demons alone, it's my own special kind of hell.